感觉~

不完美~电脑回来了~ 

这回我有很多东西写,

但又不知道我想些什么,

ZZZ~ 茅盾...

中六,

真的不是玩玩的,

虽然开始看起来不会很困难,

但,慢慢的,就不懂老师再说什么..

每次没读书的我,

上课时终会很吃力的...

要努力了...

(谁叫我进不了matric~) =.='''

这几天,

真的不在状态下,

心情没好过~

在大人的眼里,

我还是没长大吧~

周遭的人与物,

都不断的随着时间而改变,

没人知道下一秒会发生什么,

你无法预测,无法控制,

每次的结果,

未必是那么的美好...

你所拥有的,

不代表你不会失去,

一切过程,不会永远是完美吧~

但,无论是什么发生,

能做到的,

只有坦然地接受,

坦然地面对,

悲伤不会改变结局,

时间也不会因此停止..

世间无常,

执著会让自己更痛苦~

放开,

世界会更美好~

Early morning~

  Outside the rain pouring, It was so snug and comfortable in bed..But i did not know why i could getting up so early... Maybe i had  a bad dream just now..Hrm... Whatever la~

   Recently  felt a bit lazy~ But still, i like my simple life...   

Pereparing myself to attend the lesson again~ Bye..

灰色地带~

    很久没这种感觉，灰色的天空，沉重的心情。。我试了很久，始终压抑不住我的情绪~最近，很多事让我很心烦，我需要解释还是掩饰？ 掩饰我的心情，掩饰一切的，我真的能吗？

   实在的，我一直认为，我个人没什么优点，缺点却很多~ 所想所做，多朝向悲观方面。自认没能力做得比别人好 ~ 

   是的，我好胜，我一直都想要赢，但，同时的，我却是一路上的输家。。我一直想，我有条件赢吗？我会比别人好吗？真得太多了，我没什么力气在环绕这问题。。

人生中有很多灰色地带，你无法解释，无法辨别，到底他是属于黑或白。。当中的内容，唯有你一人独知，唯有你一人独受~

   我不曾要求人人都接受我，但只求不会人人都讨厌我~ 一生中，对于我曾伤害的，我曾得罪的，只能在此说声对不起。。 

     

‘‘成功的骗子不需要靠欺骗来谋生，因为被骗的全都成为他的拥护者”  莎士比亚~

那，我在再地解释也是无谓吧~

  Just now, my dad sudden ask me about British Counsil lesson after i told him some of my fren also going along there and same with my last time classes~ The stoty begins, 

DAD: ''So, why do you stop attending the course and not completing your upper intermediate lesson? You still have 2     term only what?

ME:''...... Thinking myself~(useless what,it din really help me much in improving my eng,so...)

DAD:''why u always waste money? And giving up halfway?........... bla bla bla~~~''

ME:''........( I 'm helping u save money ok, and the cert is not necessary also)

In the end, i din say anything.... I wrong again huh~~ Maybe....

 

 

A begining~

    Hrm... My holiday really full with inanition.. Aways do nothing..sleep,eat then sleep again... All those thing keep cycle  from day to day.. So, my dad had made a decision for me ~ Well, he never dicuss with me at the time he registers  form6 lesson for me and it really causing me a big shock...

However, It's not a bad thing for me as i could have a chance to self-prepare before form6...But,when i saw the schedule, from 7.45am util 5 pm, I'm really unwilling to continue those lesson.... Unfortunately... I have no choice~~~ ZZZZ

     The 1st lesson quite fun~ Math T which was an amusing lesson and i think i will  like this subject..

Then i met Chan Riang, Shi Bing,Keh Qing,Yee Ling and much more at there... So, It is a beginning for my new journey....  I have to put more and more effort on the next lesson...

      Today~ I were angry about something actually... Ok, forget about it la... I promise i wont write anything about that again...If i did something wrong, i appologise... OK? ( I still wonder what had I done) Erm... Being an opportunity here~ I want to appologise to everyone who i offend before,who i digust bofore, who i hurt bofore... Sorry  for causing such trouble and brings suffering to you all....I'm earnestly apologise to all of you~~~ SORRY...

     Next... mention about our Princess YP.... ''Yun pei ar... see how big face u r''  ZZZ~~~

Well, last Tuesday, we heading to Qb because of Yi Quan who alone waiting a us at there, pity~~

Then we skate again until use up all energy of our body~~ Skating really is a good exercise  by the way~ After that, we go to sea side which near the QB mall~

  

                                                     OurPrincess and me~ 

What's going on with me?? =.=//

Seem like they also not siok wo~~~

=.=///

p/s: Ms YL, u DIN give me ur photo on that day leh~~ =.=///

Have a nice birthday lor... then afterward happened something,

 don wan mention already la...