Cloud's birthday

  Time       : 12.01 a.m.

Date        : 31/3/09

Weather :~~

    There was a big moon and hundreds of stars were shining overhead. Guest what are the special day today?.... Haha~~straight to the title la.Today is our princess Yun Pei's birthday...The Diety of Longevity of the day~ 

Hrm....

Then I wish u:

-always pretty +leng lui la

-always healthy la

-always stay as 18 years old la

-always have good result in ur futher education la

-always stay at good mood la(=.=/)

-always happy la~

-always have a good luck la~

-wish all ur dream comes true

Hope u will enjoy all along the plan today...

To be continue~~~

Moody~

      Wo... It seem i quite long din't update my blog.

     Honestly, it's really make me  dejected and despondent these days after i had took my spm result last week.My result~ I could say bad.. ( I'm not meant to offend anyone here)  ..I really unsatisfy with it.. All my frighting-spirit and will-power were gone... And yet, i still digressed from the title in my essay writing... ZZZ  After that, my parent were slightly tell off me for putting more effort on my futher studies... =.=

    Okay,Let's forget about result, and now here comes the question...  ''where shoud i go?''

"F6 or college?'' If college, which will be better? What courses should i take ? These vexed question really causing me in vexation... In the end, I have no idea about it... Maybe 

Utar, which i fulfil the minimum requirement of the scholarship provided..(it's more cheap and wont burden my parents)   or F6 , or even IBM.... Well, I am too poor to enter those 'famous' college which charge me an expensive fee... =.=

      Yesterday, something had happened causing me absolutely devasteted for whole day... It's was so embrassing and i won't mention here ( due to my own safety).. Just hoping you will forgive my selfishness~~ 

~skip~

      My holiday were extremly bored... Every day will be the same for me... Oh ya~ almost forgot to mention... Some of my friends are going to 2nd batch NS.. I don know what should say to them, but wish them good luck and all the best in NS.. 

           

           A man, who you worth to love,won't bring you a tear~  

                                                                                                        By Deckson

                                                                                         

                                                                            and sori,i'm not the one u worth to

                                                                                                                        

                                                          

     

        

       

        

 

Bye~

Don't know what to write~~

Just I  know...

i cant sleep at all~~~

Very very nervous.....

My mind is blank and unfunctional now.......

   

GOD!!!

Pls Bless me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

不眠的晚上~

     夜深了，凌晨三时三刻，下起了细雨，绵绵密密的。。。此刻心情显得特别平静。。

      斟上一杯咖啡，慢慢特品尝那苦中带点淡澈的沁香~ 心中突起细碎的欣然..曾经是那么执著于茶的芳香..像是突如其来的忘了~理说当然的~~或许,特别的夜晚,特别的感觉...

    门外的风轻轻的吹进,透出丝丝的温暖.时间仿佛停止,依稀飘出淡淡的伤感.风来雨往...轻轻忽忽的,像是清越的弦,随着雨中的璇，敲着素净的音乐。。纯净的大地，带着清凉的风滑过脸孔，仿佛将心底的渴望隐匿于风雨之中~~

    

    人生，会不会像这场雨，在不经意时而来，真实得让人难以触摸，又在恍然未知离去~ 夜雨里，让人回忆起，过去的故事~　很多人来过，很多人也走了。反反复复，梦里的花落了,为了谁零落又为了谁开?当繁华褪尽,器尘依在;风是风,雨是雨,我依旧是我,那你又是哪个你?

    窗外的水珠,像串串晶莹,落成一场场不复的往事.. 悲伤与思念交织..不知下一刻又成为谁的泪水...

想起,人的聚与离,只是平常事儿已...就像梦里梦外,清醒了,什么都不是...月不曾歇,日不曾停...不经意的偶遇,不经意的停顿,而天涯海角,成为了心中的村庄,人以人之间,成为了精神上支柱..然而,而故事不曾在预料中发展,真实与虚假,是不是应该模糊不清?

     过去了的日子，还有远逝了的人，依旧象雨后的天色，清澈明了。交错的时光，再也不会回头，像一场雨，无悔地下过之后，再也寻不回当初的颜色。我习惯了沉浸于往事，总觉得那年的阳光比今时的灿烂，就象此刻的雨，也少了那时的温柔与浪漫。很多时候，习惯了搜寻一切的理由，让自己去忧伤。爱过，恨过。来了，也走了。所有的美好，都成了不可或缺的伤痕。

    

    孤单落寞的感觉,不停在心中涌现出来~~  细雨停了,风也静了. 

    

    或许,曾经,是过于执著;雨下得久,也有停歇的时候,而人累了,是否可以从头再活一次??

   

 其实,无论得到或是失去,都不悔的走过了..

       

    

   　

Congratulation....

   As the time passes,trend changes. The beauty of yesterday might be the ungly of today.Nowadays, most of people will brag themself that they are in professional qualification course which can find lucrative jobs in future.. In this case,many professional qualification courses have fading down and create intense competition amoung of us to get those courses...  On the other views, the impact of economy recession and financial crisis on most of manufacturing field leads to many unemployment case appearing....So, a question has raiesd in my mind,... What courses should I take?? 

    Last saturday,GZ,CC ,cheez een (i thk i misspelled) and I were went to "The Star education fair''...(yun pei and yi quan wan come along too but due to transport problem........... Pitty)

Well, GZ of course be our driver and arrived there about 12.30p.m.. Actually, we don know what to do and what to ask about... Just waking arround and have a look on how huge were the fair was...haha~ AS a concluse in that fair, we din't brought any harvest back.. So, I now still wondering what course should i take which also won't burden my parents... 

      Oh ya, I have received a good news from my cousin at Alorstar,kedah... He took her STPm result this morning and found out that he get 4As in STPM...!! (3 A+, 1 A-)   Marvellous...!!!

But he told me he quite dissappionted and not satisfy with the result as he aim to get 4 flat and take medic  in degree... (Oh my god, then when i get my result sure i jump penang bridge ald)  Yooo~~ '' you already get a good resut what..!!!''  Congratulation to you lor....MAX..!(u changed to a nice name)

      Besides, he also persuade me for NOT GOING TO F6..... He suggested me a few collages such as: MMU( E&E engineering) , USCI (chemical E.) so on.... But how can i affort it with empty$$..

So, thanks your advise la~~ I still GOING TO F6...haha...

      Last but not least... CC and SC are not going to NS... Again changing thier mind~~ haha...

'Postpone until all people forget about that...'( hope that they will  postpone successfully until forever la)....

p/s: kindly enligthen me if any mistaken~ thx~

    I'm suffering from isomnia huh~ Don know why recently i can't even sleep at all... well~ It's not the 1st time for me..

   Last few day, when i woke up in a grey ,cloudy morning... suddenly, my dad yell,"...coming out next week.'' I can't heard it clearly about what my dad said as i stay inside room.. I wonder what news make he so excited.. However, I din't boardered what they were discussing and continue take a nap for a while as 7.00a.m is too early for me ... haha~

    

    When i woke up again, It's  almost 8.30 a.m... my parents were busying on their works at that time but not for me.... Actually, I would like to find some job instead of doing nothing at home , however, it seem i have missed the chances as most of the shops don wan a part time after holiday...  bad luck...

     After that, i took a newspaper and leafing thought it...  Much of my excitment... "SPM result coming out next week" was headed...

1st reaction:OMG... 2nd reaction; OMG OMG... =.=///  Started  feel intense anxiety, full of acute fear and nervous... All this feel bursh out from my body within few second .... Haiz... This news really tortured and annoyed me... Feel more frustrated.....

Before this still have many speculations have made that SPM result will come out 3/16... Hrm... But nothing different also la... 

       However, I knew regret and anxious were useless, I have to face the truth .... I knew how worst I did in the exam,so, that was nothing i could expect .... I have to admit that..... So, i wil think positive. This world full with many uncertainty.... Rite?? I'll embrace destiny of my life~~  (just an excuse to console me)

        Almost forgot to mention, my friends want go NS .... Sorry guys i cant follow u all as no reasons convince me to do so.... Haha.... So, good luck to you all la~ This make me have to plan another schedule for my leisure holiday~~ 

P/s: I'm new in blogger, so if any mistaken pls correct me~ I'll appreciate it....