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There were been quite long period i din't updated my blog... Well, here am I now.. Our 1st monthly test was just around the conner, again, i did't prepare any thing yet... feeling stress... Even i am here for few months, still, I'm not able to adapt the life of being a form6 student.. For me, I really got lack of time seriously
as after school we have to attend lots of tuition classes, tons of assighments needed to be completed on time, attend ko-ke aktivities... Haiz... i just need more energy to cope all this...

Another, MUET, a subject which make me feel doleful... English subject always a vulnerability of myself.. As the test is approaching, I just need to blush up my english proficiency ,heighten english vocab and gramma and also be able to converse in English fluently without any grammatical errors within two months time to make sure strike at least a band 4 in MUET...

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最近，发觉很多事物都在改变。。
人的心也好，情感也好，一直不停的，都在变化。。
也许，这一点我们都知道。。
但，有时候。。
当一切发生得太快时，
难免会让人一时接受不了。。
会让人受伤。。

一直以来，
我都觉得，
真正的朋友，
比任何的事物，
都更值得被珍惜。。
真正的友情，
是需要双方的付出，
是需要一颗真诚的心。。
真正的朋友，
会在你困难时出现，
然而，
平时的你我，
是否忽略了他们的存在呢？

要成为好朋友难~
成为知己的却少中又少，
知己，
能从你细微的动作，
了解你的习性。。
能从你谈话中，
了解你的为人。。
顾及你的感受多于自己，
从中为你着想。。
然而，
是否你我，
都给于他们了相同的对待呢？

人生中，你们又拥有过多少真正的朋友呢？
他们现在又在那了呢？
是否你有想过，
他们的付出，
他们的关怀，
他们对你的好，
并不是理所当然的。。
只有一方在付出的友情，
不会维持的久吧。。
好好珍惜你所拥有的，
不要再让他们从你眼前消失。。

谢谢你，
在天空有点灰时，
为我准备了雨伞。。
朋友~





thx to u~
Elaine
Pei Fong
Tami
rui

very appreciated that~


Everything have been draw with an end~
Drinking a cup of coffee,
trying to alleviate tension,
and continue wit my books...
我希望你是我永远的天使~

Freaking unlucky~

What an unlucky day.... My wallet been stolen..! At school!!

Annoying... Moody to write out any things...






Stop blaming on me k.. I more sad than eveyone that my money been stolen

Holidays~ again..?

1st time I met such occurrence which i just studied for 3 weeks then have another 2 week for holidays. Should I say it's a delight or an unpleasantness... =.=''' But for me, holidays will be boring until the end...



29 of may~ Fahrenheit (飞轮海) came to auto city and had a small concert. Althought i not a fans of them, I also went there to take part in merriment with my sis, Elaine.. While the time i reached there, many people were crowded and jostle against each others in front of the entrance.. So, we changed our plan to not going into inside even we have the tickets... After taking our dinner at Swensen, we straight went segrafedo which has a nice view to the stage.(By the way, the food in Swe**** really not nice at all and have little bit expensive..zzz..) Then i met Gong Zong , Yin jee ( you fat jor lo =.=''), suey ting ,may theng,amanda and huihui ( this 2 ppl know eat only la =.='') and others... In conlusion, I very enjoyed on that day~ I lazy to write on more detail...





Crowded with Fahrenheit's fans~


In segrafedo~~

3rd day of the holidays,same as usual, doing nothing at home except on9 , eat and sleep.. Well, some of my classmates were going to matric, some leaving for the july colleges intake and some just received the letter and prepare to fly to another country.So,Wishing all fo you all the best in your journey. Haiz... feeling a little bit sad, left me alone struggle in form6..

In form6, I just need more and more enthusiasm to continue my stuff but i have none of it.. Why huh? then when the exam comes only i feel stress and tension, then burn the midnight oil at the eleven hour.. And end with failure in exam.. Zzz... Everyone told me must work hard in form 6 but i just 'lenggan-lenggan' all days... =.='''

Actually, when i am sad... Who will know this.....? I'm vy sad this few day~ Many things have lead me to frustration.. I hate June, which give me a sence of that i will lost everythings this month... At least, in the past i was... I scare to lose.. again... I hate this feel... I so hardly to keep pretending but how long coluld I?

Since when I become so useless.... Until i cant even face a dilemma... haiz...

Thx to u~ Elaine.. For acc me in concert.. ^.^

I must work hard~~~!

New life have begun~

Currently, the matric 2nd batch intake name list were promulgated in the net.. Well, again, i'm been rejected... Indeed, it's under my expectation because my result are almost impossible to contend with those top student who strike straight A in spm... So, I just accept the result.. Next, my form 6 life... actually it is not so bad as i thought . Here,I met again all my friends and classmates. !st week of of form6 class was quite relax but i knew it's just a short period of relaxation, it will be much more stress afterward i think~ The lesson are going into more deeper and tougher especially science subjects and math , and same as others people did, i have to attend those tuition biginning next week... Haiz, tuition again~

Secondly, I felt deep of resentment at the way Someone has treated me..I know he won't view y blog and i also wont mention who is that person. Just I gonna to tell you, YOU WILL PAY FOR THIS and remember what u had did....! !

Honestly, I am lazy to update my blog but i wil try post something once a week... That's all for today~
I'm not in the writting mood actually~



In the nature there are unexpected rain
In life there are unpredictable vicissitudes~

感觉~

不完美~电脑回来了~ 

这回我有很多东西写,

但又不知道我想些什么,

ZZZ~ 茅盾...

中六,

真的不是玩玩的,

虽然开始看起来不会很困难,

但,慢慢的,就不懂老师再说什么..

每次没读书的我,

上课时终会很吃力的...

要努力了...

(谁叫我进不了matric~) =.='''

这几天,

真的不在状态下,

心情没好过~

在大人的眼里,

我还是没长大吧~

周遭的人与物,

都不断的随着时间而改变,

没人知道下一秒会发生什么,

你无法预测,无法控制,

每次的结果,

未必是那么的美好...

你所拥有的,

不代表你不会失去,

一切过程,不会永远是完美吧~

但,无论是什么发生,

能做到的,

只有坦然地接受,

坦然地面对,

悲伤不会改变结局,

时间也不会因此停止..

世间无常,

执著会让自己更痛苦~

放开,

世界会更美好~

Early morning~

  Outside the rain pouring, It was so snug and comfortable in bed..But i did not know why i could getting up so early... Maybe i had  a bad dream just now..Hrm... Whatever la~

   Recently  felt a bit lazy~ But still, i like my simple life...   

Pereparing myself to attend the lesson again~ Bye..

灰色地带~

    很久没这种感觉，灰色的天空，沉重的心情。。我试了很久，始终压抑不住我的情绪~最近，很多事让我很心烦，我需要解释还是掩饰？ 掩饰我的心情，掩饰一切的，我真的能吗？

   实在的，我一直认为，我个人没什么优点，缺点却很多~ 所想所做，多朝向悲观方面。自认没能力做得比别人好 ~ 

   是的，我好胜，我一直都想要赢，但，同时的，我却是一路上的输家。。我一直想，我有条件赢吗？我会比别人好吗？真得太多了，我没什么力气在环绕这问题。。

人生中有很多灰色地带，你无法解释，无法辨别，到底他是属于黑或白。。当中的内容，唯有你一人独知，唯有你一人独受~

   我不曾要求人人都接受我，但只求不会人人都讨厌我~ 一生中，对于我曾伤害的，我曾得罪的，只能在此说声对不起。。 

     

‘‘成功的骗子不需要靠欺骗来谋生，因为被骗的全都成为他的拥护者”  莎士比亚~

那，我在再地解释也是无谓吧~

  Just now, my dad sudden ask me about British Counsil lesson after i told him some of my fren also going along there and same with my last time classes~ The stoty begins, 

DAD: ''So, why do you stop attending the course and not completing your upper intermediate lesson? You still have 2     term only what?

ME:''...... Thinking myself~(useless what,it din really help me much in improving my eng,so...)

DAD:''why u always waste money? And giving up halfway?........... bla bla bla~~~''

ME:''........( I 'm helping u save money ok, and the cert is not necessary also)

In the end, i din say anything.... I wrong again huh~~ Maybe....